Tuesday, March 8, 2011

One In a Million - Ne-Yo Lyrics

Jet setter
Go getter
Nothing better
Call me Mr. been there done that
Top model chick to your every day hood rat
Less than all but more than a few
But I've never met one like you

Been all over the world
Done a little bit of everything
Little bit of everywhere
With a little bit of everyone
All the girls I've been with
Things I've seen it takes much to impress
But sure enough you go it makes your soul stand up from all the rest

I can be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it's working
All the girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

You're not a regular girl
You don't give a damn about your look
Talking about I can't do it for you
But you can do it for yourself
Even though that ain't so
Baby cause my dough don't know how to end
But that independent thing I'm with it
All we do is win baby

I could be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain

Whatever you do it's working
All the girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Baby you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

Timing girl
Only one in the world
Just one of a kind
She mine

Ooh all that I can think about is what this thing could be
A future baby
Baby you're one of a kind
That means that you're the only one for me
Only one for me
Baby (girl) you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

Monday, March 7, 2011

My Prayer

my Lord Jesus, today was one of my hardest time. there's a question in my head, what exactly do You want me to do? 
Today my father came to the town where I live. when he dropped by my boarding house with my sister, to deliver food from my mom, dad asked, "if you have not made up with sist?". I can only shut up and stared at my father's face, he was sad, Father. his face grew morose when I say that I'm tired of succumbing to her. 
I really don't know what to do.on the one hand I want to forgive her, on the other hand I was afraid she would repeat the incident again. I'm afraid. not that I don't believe in Your power that can change a person, God. I want to make peace with her, because I don't want my parents so upset because of this incident, but my heart continued to scream and refuse to make peace with her. My biggest fear is if I can't hold my emotions and make this incident happen again and I won't forgive her, even my self. I'm angry, I'm upset at myself because I can never resist my desire to fight her back.
I never meant to hurt them.. I just can't forgive what she have done.. I always end up crying on my sleep when I was thinking about it. I hate my self because I can't handle it, I can't handle her behavior, or even fight her back. something always hold me and say, "it's not you but don't fight back. be patient". is it my fault? she's always right in their eyes, I'm the bad one, it's ok, as long as she doesn't hurt them. 
dad ever said, "you are younger, you have to succumb to your sister". succumb? how can I succumb to someone who always make my parents sad because of her sharp tongue?  
God, what should I do?? i can't understand this... please lead my way.. to You.

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Why do You Love Me - koes Plus Lyrics

the time has come

that we must be apart
the memory is still in
my mind
but you have gone
and you leave me alone

why do you love me
so sweet and tenderly
I do everything
to make you happy
huu...

but now everything
it's only a dream
a dream that never comes
I only wait
till true love will come... 

p.s: my boyfriend sing this song for me. maybe he's not the best singer in the world, his voice is even worse *sigh*. but when he sing that song (for me) with all his heart, that song turned into the best song I've ever heard. thanks, fred..♥

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

I Won't Let Go - Rascal Flatts Lyrics

It's like a storm That cuts a path 
It's breaks your will, It feels like that 

You think your lost 
But your not lost on your own 
Your not alone 

I will stand by you 
I will help you through 
When you've done all you can do If you can't cope
I will dry your eyes 
I will fight your fight 
I will hold you tight 
And I wont let go 

It hurts my heart, To see you cry 
I know it's dark, This part of life 
Oh it finds us all 
and we're too small To stop the rain 
Oh but when it rains 


I will stand by you 
I will help you through 
When you've done all you can do and you can't cope 
I will dry your eyes 
I will fight your fight 
I will hold you tight 

And I wont let you fall 
Don't be afraid to fall ,I'm right here to catch you 
I wont let you down 
It wont get you down, Your gonna make it 
Yea I know you can make it 

Cause I will stand by you 
I will help you through 
When you've done all you can do and you can't cope 
And I will dry your eyes 
I will fight your fight 
I will hold you tight 
And I wont let go 
Oh I'm gonna hold you and I wont let go 
Wont let you go 
No I wont